now everything’s embarrassing”
but you could have had me. and maybe I really was just jealous of her and her high school relationship, or maybe this is my adderral heartburn taking over, or maybe the way I think of you is no more than craving drunk cigarettes, and it’s all mind over matter. i can’t say that this is not about boredom ever since life plateaued. i can’t say that I’m not hallucinating feelings into entertainment. but you could have had me. so why not?
I think these boys just wanna fuck me
But I’d rather Rag & Bone
Buy a table at the club tonight so we can be alone